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[19 Sep 2007|02:30pm]
[ mood | numb ]

 dear journal,
as these thoughts race in my head i have forgotten where i stand and what my purpose on this earth is.
i have been loved and have had people taken from me. i don't know how much longer i can give and have nothing more to give .  it seems like they still wanna take and take i feel like i have no soul or heart left . i wanna be free again and live my life how i need to and want to not how anyone thinks i should. i wanna be able to speak  my mind and not care what he thinks...i wanna be able to feel like im something good again .if this is what love is i hate it and want no part of it.  why must i feel so bitter and lost again...i have fallen down this dark hole again and feel like i cant get out. oh i cry out night and day and if there is some hope left inside me it has hidden  away so far away from me because im so lost and ugly and nothing but a plastic piece of nothing that has no life in it.  what am i suppose  to do now? not say anything and just let it  take over me i have no control over myself anymore he has consumed me in every good and bad way. i use to not care how i looked or spoke and no w  i have  been created to do what ever pleases him and not myself . i wanna be free to live my life and love and care about things i use to. if this is love i repeat i want nothing more to do with it. i use to love love but now im starting to see its nothing but a cancer.

o is for ogar!

[20 Apr 2006|10:15am]
happy 420!!! hope everyone has a good one<33333333333333

i miss... [21 Dec 2005|11:46pm]
i miss the old breanna.
o is for ogar!

GEEZZZZZZEEE! [20 Jul 2005|03:33am]
I really hate geting depressed....it really sucks. U think everything is going well and then the littlest thing can fuck everything up.

o is for ogar!

yayaya! for jessiiikaaa!!!! [14 Jul 2005|02:37pm]

dearest jessika, your one of the greatest friend in the world with out u and your loudness i don't think my life would be the same:)ahaha i love all the times we have togather and i love that we never get sick of eachother!ahhah alright lots of love and peace to u on this wonderful day<333333333

PS sorry i can't make it:( we will hangout this weekend!<33 love you lots your a great friend♥♥♥

o is for ogar!

[01 Jul 2005|05:24pm]

B is for Brainy
R is for Romantic
E is for Entertaining
A is for Arty
N is for Nervy
N is for Nice
A is for Artistic


[28 Jun 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

As i slip away i can't feel my feet touch the ground,i hear nothing but my heart beat...someone please save me befor i give up.I can't hold on anylonger because there is nothing to hold on to.My mind has become so confused with these thoughts that kill me and give me nothing to look forward to.When will this ever stop i feel like this is a never ending story that has no end and keeps going on and on.

this is the end.....♥


hiiii... [25 May 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I puked today:( i also saved two ants from drowning in the pool maybe i should become a super hero.ha

o is for ogar!

Lalalaaaaaa [04 May 2005|03:49pm]
i think Ani Difranco is the one of the greatest song writers and singers is this world! wow thank god we have her in this world!ahhaha
o is for ogar!

My favorite flower in the whole wide world! [02 May 2005|11:02pm]
this is my favorite flower in the whole world and i thought i would share it with you♥


o is for ogar!

bored ad you can see.hahalalallaa [27 Apr 2005|09:54pm]
You&apos;re the Fashion Plate!
You're the Fashion Plate!
Take What sort of Hipster are you? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>
You know what's "in" and what's "out," and you give those trends the finger! You wear what you want and get damn respect for it. You still own pants you wore in high school. Your hair is five different shades of hip. You make it cool to shop at Goodwill, the Gap, and even Walmart. You hang out in crowded bars and restaurants, but don't care if anyone is even looking at you (though they are). You're swank and friendly and at ease just about anywhere. You're well-liked and talked about. The world wants to be just like you.
o is for ogar!

[22 Apr 2005|09:18pm]
Well today was my first day of work at the salon! and michelle trained me haha it was lots of fun:) i work tomorrow morring just with tammy so it should be good i hope i do everything right and everything goes well. arlight i hope everyone had a great day because i did and i am very tired and am prob gonna go to bed soon. lots of peace n love

[22 Apr 2005|09:18am]
Happy EARTHDAY!<33333
o is for ogar!

[19 Apr 2005|09:46pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Last saturday i found a recodplayer and i felt soo great because it is a great recordplayer and it was only 14.99!!!! thanks to my awesome dad<3 for finding it just when i started to give up on finding one he founf the right one just for me! so lately i ahve been listening to my records spin to the beat!ahaha anyways today michelle and i went to the beach and had such awonderful time we made sand turtles and castles! it was soo much fun we also took lots of pics. So i am thinking of dying my hair first i shall bleach it and then put a deep red over it crossing my fingers that it will come out nice! on another note this friday i'm going into the salon with michelle and she shall teach me how everything works and hopefully i will get the jop and work there!<333yaay!hhehe i hope everyone else is doing fine i guess thats all i have to write about now. lots of love and peace.


o is for ogar!

hello world!<3 [18 Apr 2005|05:01pm]
And summer flowers blossom in her hair as you kiss her gently♥

love, bre!

[12 Apr 2005|10:56am]
I think i'm inlove with MIRAH!<33 i love her music so much i could listen to her everyday and i think thats what i'm gonna do.hahahaa

ps don't forget to water your plants and keep your garden clean and pretty becuase mine is the shit!ahahha

[11 Apr 2005|10:37pm]
So i was looking at the post i have posted in my lj and i came across this cranberrie song i posted and it is a amazing song and i felt like i should share it with you again<333

Oh my life
Is changing everyday
In every possible way

And Oh my dreams
It's never quite as it seems
Never quite as it seems

I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you

And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be

I want more (impossible to ignore)
I want more (impossible to ignore)

And they'll come true (impossible not to do)
And they'll come true (impossible not to do)

And now I'll tell you openly
You have my heart so don't hurt me
You're what I couldn't find

A totally amazing mind
So understanding and so kind
You're everything to me
o is for ogar!

hello hellooo [11 Apr 2005|12:41pm]
o is for ogar!

[10 Apr 2005|02:57pm]
so i am not going to cut my hair anymore! i am growing it out so i can dred it! i am really stoked about this because i was growing my hair out but then i cut it so this time im really not going to cut it im really growing it out for real!hahaha ok peace<333
o is for ogar!

A nights sail... [27 Mar 2005|10:53pm]
As i slip away into this never ending dream i feel so alone and lost but i hear your voice calling me near. As i walk closer i hear your voice but fading away and you are no where to be found. Was i really looking for you or where you just a voice in my head. I stop and wonder if this is real or just a dream i thought this love we had was real but i guess it was just another dream . I never knew i could ever find a love like this and when i had it it's almost like it was never here. I wish i could turn back time to remember what we shared , but i guess it was never real so i guess i can't. I wonder if i'll ever wake up from this horrible dream....

by Breanna michelle garrett

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